Vol.5
Entered November, about two months have passed since the cancer was found. She is almost blind from glaucoma, so the pain tends to be even more worrisome. She knows that “pain is not a worsening effect, but a purifying effect to get better”, but she still gets depressed when there is pain. While purifying effect by cancer, she eats hard so as not to weaken herself, because her energy is taken up quite a bit and she is anemic. Thanks to the Jorei-Healing, she can eat without any worry because there is excretion 2~3 times a day. At the beginning of November, the pain of the cancer was painful, but by 4th November it had subsided and the pain was at a normal level. On November 6th, the doctor came to mum house for a periodical checkup, interview, palpation, and blood collection. Mam, who is carrying out the Jorei-Healing, explains why she is being examined. When there was melena on September 1, dad, who had only medical knowledge, did not know what to do, so he asked the doctor for help and the examination began. Father wanted to know the stage level of cancer and life expectancy, and he wanted to take care of her in the future, how to deal with mum, and prepare for the future. I sensed from the doctor’s words during the interview, he had thought that mum was unable to take a bath on her own, had no appetite, was skinny, and thought that she was taking medicine because she could not bear the pain. However, mum took a bath by herself, ate more, and excreted, and the doctor seemed to be wondering. However, after palpation, the affected area of the cancer was larger than one month ago, and doctor said that she had a little anemia. But the doctor said last time that it was difficult to judge if the cancer had grown or less by palpation, so I wondered why it was found that it had grown. Also, last time, he said that “anemia is severe”, but this time there was a good change in the comment, “She is a little anemic”. Even though there were good phenomenon, he said the cancer was progressing. The doctor’s words made dad being feeling down. The doctor suggested a blood transfusion and left.
To be Continued.